Hard Time

These few days were very tough for me. I might purposely caught in accident hoping myself won't be conscious to sustain the pain in my heart again. Luckily there are few closer friends and my sisters came to support me. I really appreciate their support as I really need it right now.

Facing alot harsh word from FB, I can only deal it with my weep. As I heard the song Westlife - I Cry, I told myself, I cannot cry out in front of people.
" I cry silently, I cry inside of me, I cry hopelessly"


However, in one night, I couldn't hold my tears back more and I cried out loud in front of my sister. Yea, it was hurt. Too hurt. So the other day, she spend her time with me and bought a A|X spaghetti to me. I really happy. Not because of the gift, is because I feel she still care about me. She sacrifice her time to date with her bf and accompany me when I'm in sorrow. That day shopping, we swipe over RM1K+ for only 3 pieces cloths + a normal handbag.

I would like to thanks to my friends who approach me and try to cheer me up in this critical time. Without your support, I might end up in worse condition. I know most of you are busy, yet you all take the time to chat, understand and support me. Thanks a million of time.

To avoid hurting myself again, I can only stay away from FB, stay away from the people who put salt in to my wound. They really hurt me and make me phobia to on computer already. I gonna sacrifice my empire as well. Meanwhile I will make myself as busy as I can be to stop giving myself heart ache.

May God Bless Me

Bad Day

Theoretically, I couldn't see it,
But I think God want me to view it.
View something shameful that I've been accused to.

Every nerve ending in my body is electrified by hatred. But no matter how angry I am now, I know no one could protect me anymore.
Be strong is the only thing I could said.

Back to Single

Life doesn't goes as well as I expected.
Cause I start feeling lonely again. This is because my sisters left me in house and they went out with friends without inviting me.

I feel like no one is caring me while I'm going through this hard time. I don't know find who to talk with. and I don't know what to do most of the time. So, I spend my weekend on my bed. Morning wake up , Take my breakfast, ipod touch and back to sleep again. until afternoon, wake up, eat a littl kuih and fall asleep again. Next, woke u by my nephew, play with him awhile and lie on my bed again.

I have no mood to do other things. I don't know what I want now. So, today, I done nothing in office and just play facebook games. waiting for 5.30pm.

I'm gonna find myself again.

Break OFF

A letter has been sent. Hope this is the end of everything

EMO

Recently become quite EMO
I think there are few missing puzzle pieces which I still can't allocate it now.
Worse is that I do not know if the combination of the puzzle is wrong.
Can't get answer for all.
Moody

Malaysia Mega Sales Start soon

Mega Sales going to start soon!! I want to go shopping!!!!!! but no money.
T_T
so sad wei!

Bose Companion 3

Well, on my birthday I receive Bose Speaker as one of my birthday gift.

It's really amazing!

Especially when with certain song.

Last few weeks I have download Josh Groban - Closer album in FLAC version.
And I play the song with Bose Companion 3.

Fall in love with EVERY EACH SONG in the whole album!
Josh Groban, you are amazing!
I love all your song especially Per Te.