Holiday End

omg... bad day has come
tonight have to bring every back to hostel
and continue my new semester

i hate being grown up
yesterday i keep thinking
when i'm getting older
my mum will get older and older
and one day she will leave me
by that time
i think i cant continue to survive
*tears rolling*
i will pray everyday for you
to let you have a longer time with me
because u r d best mum i ever have (REALLY)
*tears drop*

i don't want to go back~~

last week

still left another 1 week for me b4 sch reopen
hmm... what should i said
during this holiday, i've been lazy to look for job(actually i wanted, but no chance, too busy)
right after exam over(MY 3RD SEM MERDEKA DAY), i've been taking in charge of my housework
wash clothes, because of raining season, no chance for me to hang out cause need to jaga baju, cleaning.. aih.. alot house chores cause my so emo!
the worse part is because everyone just left d task to me because my exam over, n i should be free all d time.. sob sob.. so, my holiday actually started right after my parents came back from their trip(1 week, i've been a maid for 1 week)

then went to robocon
went for a week
actually wanted to continue,
but something happen which stop me to continue again
but lucky somebody was there for me
tat buddy also having mostly d same problem wif me
so, we hang out to somewhere to cheer up each other

after that, i went to my 5 days trip to sabah
sweet and sour memory there

when i'm back
hahaha.. i thought this is the time i have my real holiday!
finally i've been allowed to wake up at 12pm!wat a great day!
but this only for 3-4 days
then all went to travel again,
left me n my bro-in-law take k kids in home
duh...

now i'm free again,
how should i spend my last week holiday?
i 1 have fun
but........
aih.....
things juz gone change tonight
finally understand what ppl said cold family
and warm family..

feel so lonely again..
where r u all???
am i tat bad to let u all forget my existence?

TaeYang - Wedding Dress

a 1988 kids

Toes

I got my toes in the water, ass in the sand
Not a worry in the world, a cold beer in my hand
Life is good today. Life is good today.
Well, the plane touched down just about 3 o’clock
And the city’s still on my mind
Bikinis and palm trees danced in my head
I was still in the baggage line
Concrete and cars are their own prison bars like this life I’m living in
But the plane brought me farther.
I’m surrounded by water
And I’m not going back again

I got my toes in the water, ass in the sand
Not a worry in the world, a cold beer in my hand
Life is good today. Life is good today.

Adios en vaya con dios
Yeah I’m leaving GA
And if it weren’t for tequila and pretty senoritas
I’d have no reason to stay
Adios en vaya con dios
Yeah I’m leaving GA
Gonna lay in the hot sun and roll a big fat one
And grab my guitar and play

Four days flew by like a drunk Friday night as the summer drew to an
end
They can’t believe that I just couldn’t leave
And I bid a due to my friends
Because my bartender she’s from the islands
Her body’s been kissed by the sun
And coconut replaces the smell of the bar and I don’t know if its her or
the rum

I got my toes in the water, ass in the sand
Not a worry in the world, a cold beer in my hand
Life is good today. Life is good today.

Adios en vaya con dios
A long way from GA
Ay, and all the muchachas they call me “big poppa” when I throw
pesos their way
Adios en vaya con dios
A long way from GA
Hey boss dome a favor and pass me the Jaeger
And I’ll grab my guitar and play

Adios en vaya con dios
Going home now to stay
The senoritas don’t care-o when there’s no dinero
You got no money to stay
Adios en vaya con dios
Going home now to stay

Just gonna kick it by the lake
Put my ass in a lawn chair
Toes in the clay
Not a worry in the world a PBR on the way
Life is good today. Life is good today.

My Heart

tear into pieces again
i cant breath Y_Y