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Saturday, January 22, 2011

money!!

aww... suddenly feel that i very bad.. lazy to go work part time yet be a big spender..
today went to mv and garden shopping. within 2 hours i spend another rm339.80. with this amount i only maange to get myself a short pants and a normal shirt and a normal sandle. wtf...
that day bought something rm128..and it's only a hair spray.. wth
aiyoyoyo.. yet i still havent finish buy my stuff.. i need jeans.. dress.. high heel.. lingerie..
next week another round.. shit.. mana duit aku?!!!

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Precious Time

Today while I wash my cloths, suddenly think of how I spent most of my time in a day, week, year?
Always heard people said time is gold, time is money, time is something that money cannot buy. So, why I still cant see any gold and money although I have been living for the 21+ years?

so, start thinking what's wrong with my time while busy washing my cloths there..When primary time, most of my time spend with my neighborhood and off course family.My house is located at corner lot. Before renovate, there's a garden. Usually all my neighborhood friends like to come and find my sister and me play outdoor games. Almost everyday, we played till all the mosquitoes fly out then only we back home bath and eat. It was so much fun because there's a big group of us around our age there. That's very nice moment for me. Or I can said, that's the moment I cant buy. That the moment that I get which I cant buy. Now, they all shifted to other places. Left only my family in the whole terrace house.I wont regret to spend this few years time with them.

Then when come to secondary time, I spend most of time in my secondary school. Even the november and december holiday, I went to school everyday for my St.John Ambulance competition. I was the leader of my team. We are so enjoy to spend our holiday every year together though the training is tough some times. We make miracle happened by bringing the victory back to our School. I never thought I could reach to National level! Really amazing time in secondary. Alot things happened in secondary that make my life become very colorful and I'm very proud of everything!This is the great moment that I never regret to live with.

For now, what am I still doing with the time? Hang out with friends and what? Well, some of my friends choose to start work instead of continue to study. Their time is used to earn money and enjoy with friends. Some of my friends spend their time by complaining everything. Though they own a very good living, but they still complaining.. lol.. maybe they just too free. Some of my friends busy looking for place to travel. Some of my friends keep studying so that they get score well in their exam. Some of them ...

well, how should i spend my precious time? how can I use it without any regret? by listen music, watch drama, msn, work part time, play flyff, pak tor? haha.. well.. almost the moment i almost finish washing my cloths, suddenly i recall my siblings and my family. How nice is my family while i'm small that time. everyone stay at home. most of them studying and everyday back home. Home usually full of family members. But now? haha... everything changes already. Changes too fast till i cant accept it. I want my parents get healthy and bring us travel around like we used to be. But now? my mum always complain tired. Even ask her go shopping aso susah. my sisters? before my elder sister get married,and before my 2nd sister pak tor and work, she still have time go shopping with me n bring me gai gai. But now? both JJ keep bother my sister and my sis have to work most of the time. My 2nd sister always go pak tor and work now. Time is getting lesser and lesser for me with them. Only left weekend of every week. But that's doesnt mean both saturday and sunday i can mix with them. saturday and sunday is the only two days for the worker rest. They also wish to spend with their loves one, me?? haha.. though rare chance, but still, i always make myself available so that they can date me in case they are free. I really love to hand out with my sisters. My elder brother, he choose to use his time for money. He choose to leave this family and earn alot money. Yes, he achieve it, but, so what? haha.. he lost something that he will never can get it. the time with his own parents and siblings. or maybe he don't appreciate these? my 2nd brother? used to very very sayang me. and everytime when i back from my hostel, he always treat me eat and watch movie. But now? he convert himself to christian. No more outing with him.

        I decided to use my time for my family and friends the most.I don't know time will change what in my life anymore. But for sure, when I graduated from University, I will need to go work and only left weekend time. by that time, the chances to hang out with my family will getting more rare. Maybe I cant keep the moment, but i will appreciate the time i have with them. Maybe my time is not gold, but it's is something that I will never able to buy.

Thanks god.I love my family.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

It's 2011 now!!

hmm.. i guess it's abit late for me to say "happy new year" in my blog.. keke
i'm not sure whether is because i hate blogging now or i'm busy now or i don't knwo what to share out.. but today suddenly have mood to blog because i'm staying at home though it's wednesday(i should have been stayed in hostel PJ), and one of my old friend ask me how to write blog. yeah.. tat fella is old ppl who do not know how 2 write blog.. lol..

this new semester, i apply for French class. after the first day class, i found it is quite difficult to learn French because the Alphabet pronounciation is totally different with english or malay.. for example, "merci" should be pronouce as "miak si" instead of mercy.. and "monsieur" should be pronounce as "mer sier".. no idea how their pronouciation.. i guess I could only learn those by memorizing all the words.

yesterday one of my friend told me the lyrics of the song "Billionair"sing by Travie McCoy very suit me. hmm... i don't know what does he mean and have no idea it's a compliment or a condemn. But I would say it's sound really sarcastic to say that. so.. i wanna check the lyrics now!

[Bruno Mars]
I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad
Buy all of the things I never had
Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen
**hmm.. i don't want to be in forbes magazine, but i really do want to be a billionair and buy all the things that i never had.. i believe every also wish right? lol
[Chorus]
Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
For when I’m a billionaire
***I'm still not that ambitious to change the city yet.. I only wish to go shopping and buy a house, car, gucci, A|X, Esprit, CKJ...

[Travis "Travie" McCoy]
Yeah I would have a show like Oprah
I would be the host of, everyday Christmas
Give Travie a wish list
I’d probably pull an Angelina and Brad Pitt
And adopt a bunch of babies that ain’t never had sh-t
Give away a few Mercedes like here lady have this
And last but not least grant somebody their last wish
Its been a couple months since I’ve single so
You can call me Travie Claus minus the Ho Ho
Get it, hehe, I’d probably visit where Katrina hit
And damn sure do a lot more than FEMA did
Yeah can’t forget about me stupid
Everywhere I go Imma have my own theme music
***hmm.. grant ppl wish, off course if i can afford!! i know the feeling when your dream come true.. off course i hope i can cheer more ppl up!

[Chorus]
Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
For when I’m a billionaire
Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire
Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire

[Travis "Travie" McCoy]
I’ll be playing basketball with the President
Dunking on his delegates
Then I’ll compliment him on his political etiquette
Toss a couple milli in the air just for the heck of it
But keep the fives, twentys (?) completely separate
And yeah I’ll be in a whole new tax bracket
We in recession but let me take a crack at it
I’ll probably take whatevers left and just split it up
So everybody that I love can have a couple bucks
And not a single tummy around me would know what hungry was
Eating good sleeping soundly
I know we all have a similar dream
Go in your pocket pull out your wallet
And put it in the air and sing

[Bruno Mars]
I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad
Buy all of the things I never had
Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen
[Chorus]
I wanna be a billionaire so frickin bad!

so.. what does my friend means?? haha.. i still cant quite get it.. or he feel that i really wish myself to be a billionair? haha.. nvm.. forget it.. ^^

facebook? hmm.. i remember last time got a friend post some photo in facebook... then the other friends said "show off now la......" and then my friend replied " no la.. want to share the happiness ma.."...
well.. may i know, u really sharing your happiness or you want to make ppl jealous of u? waakakka.. i bet u have your answer for yourself. for me, if you really want to share your happiness, u should straight away grab your friends that you want to share with to the place and enjoy! that's called sharing i guess.. sharing your happiness that ppl couldnt get? nah.. save your lame excuse.. unless u planning to bring your friend to go again.. wakakka..

friends problem? hmm.. let say, A and B r my friends, but they have their own secret. A and B told me their secret. and if let say A is my best friend, do u think I can share B secrets with A?

tired for being an adult.. being an unsuccessful adult is terrible time.. but, who cares.. wakakka.. i just want to enjoy my only 1+ years student life! STUDENT LIFE FTW!