Today driving kembara to KL alone and drive around to do some errands.
While driving, suddenly has a lot of thought came to my mind.
First, feel happy that now I only need to spend rm1.90 to Pergi Balik Kajang-KL since part of toll has been demolish.
Then start thinking of some things that I learnt. Some bad experience.
I use to pour out my woes to friends that I trust and believe. I guess most ppl do that. But in real world, no one would keep your words as if theirs. Because one day, when A found another more treasurable B, A would sacrifice your secrets in exchange to be closer with B. There, my heart get wretch because I had been sacrificed.
Then, I start to think, why would I always ask certain ppl out though I know they always turn me down? That's because I really want to go out with them! If u r not invited and ppl tell u "I thought u r not free" or what crap of reason, its only some reason to make u feel better or maybe, in optimist mind, he/she really thought u r busy (I think optimist mind doesn't apply to first few invitation case).
Then back to home sweet home and met my brother, sisters, parents.. There my heart feel warm again. Furthermore, sister treat makan Asam Laksa, snogurt and starbucks.. Along with Joey, my mind back to peace.