For You

I know I need you now
but I know it will never happened anymore
I wanted to tell you how am I now
but I don't have the courage to talk to you again

I wish to tell you that
I'm very stress now
Mum sick, leadership camp, assignment, tutorial, report are bothering me now
I don't have enough time
I wish you can cheer me up
Not asking you to feel pity for me
Nor say sorry to me
I just need someone save me out

By here, I wish to send you a song. Lenka - Like A Song

First College

It's has been already one week since semester started. I'm still in my holiday mood tho.
Well, I'm no longer stay in second college and transferred to first college.

I feel not that good to stay at first college on the first day considering that I'm staying alone in first college among my course+batch mate and i need to walk a long distance to faculty. off course i always hope someone could offer the help to fetch me when they pass by my college, but, i guess i'm just too bad to get helped. Moreover, walking on the street will take in alot bad air. >.<.. i dun1 get lung cancer!!

So.. still missing sek cheng and bryan alot as they really nice to me during the trip. Treat me alot and always be so kind to each other. I wish they are studying in UM too so that I can find them out alot. haha..

well.. first college. it's weird for me as their meal time is different.
breakfast: 7-8.15am
lunch: 12-1.30pm
dinner: 6-7.15pm
but luckily their meal is nice. i guess is because i feel happy to eat at there. why happy? haha.. well, 2nd college mak cik are suck and itchy. screw them! always show a bitter face to us even we said thank you to them. and they are very sombong! wth! when u ask her tambah sayur, they give u 1 or 2 piece. how "generous" are they! in first college, mak cik here is very friendly and kind. when i said thank you, they will reply me welcome. when i ask them tambah sayur, they willingly to tambah one scoop for me. when they give me a small(not very small) size chicken, they will automatically grab another one more piece for me. unlike 2nd college mak cik.. stingy and ego. gth! 2nd college mak cik only offer more portion to those guys who bodek them

the room here is more comfortable though 3 person in one room. the only thing i wanted to complain is that my room is at the highest floor and my block is at the highest place in this hostel.. so.. i guess one day, i will walk about 500 staircases excluding my faculty staircases.  the design of the fan in this room is much more better. unlike second college. small and useless.

well, not much complain, only thing is about the location, other is ok for me.

my new roommates. one is 3rd year law, and another is final year pharmacy. both of them should be very busy all the time.hehe.. i cant recognize much ppl here as i dun have much common with them. i only meet them during meal time. so, it's a little hard for me to memorize their name. hope they wont mind. :)

ok la.. i guess that's all. wish i can get thinner during this semester. XD

Australia trip

my 19 days Australia trip(Melbourne-->Sydney-->Canberra-->Melbourne) sadly come to an end.
it's very sad for me till my tears drops when nobody notice me. why?
Too many reason for it
because the trip is fun. why is it fun?
hmm.. too much things to be mentioned. let me highlight some
- First, I was treated like a VIP when I arrive in Melbourne. I was very tired when I landed there, but Bryan come and pick me up from airport and treat me eat their Mcdonald. I ordered Grand Agnus which didn't sell in Malaysia. Very big burger that i hardly can fit my mouth in.
- I love walking around the well planned Melbourne City. Maybe it's winter, that's why i dun feel very tired walking on the street. I like winter. Though it's cold, but I'm ok with it as Bryan's apartment has good heater
- Taste a lot tasty good. Ppl in there seldom take breakfast. They took brunch instead. Most of the time, we eat the meal from price range AUD10-20. I guess I never tried this in my entire life. I should thanks to Bryan and Sek Cheng who treat me alot. *pai seh me*
- I love their burger cause they put alot thing in it. Their burger is very big size all the time. Not only burger, most of the meal also very big portion. I cant's finish all in each meal during this 19 days trip. Very big portion. Eat alot korean(alot korean food), Grilled burger(favourite!aud10+ for one burger), Strawberry chocolate dip(Max brenner), Carbonara spaghetti(Sofia, very big portion, i think need 4 ppl to finish it, i didnt manage to finish half plate), Pan Cake(very tasty pan cake. famous in sydney), DIM SUM(originated HK, very big if compare to Malaysia. their prawn are fresh n big!), alot chocolate coffee shop(Max Brenner, Lyndt, San Churro, Cocoa Black, those are expensive coffee shop. a small drinks cost about aud10+, not only drinks, they are famous for the chocolate cake n other chocolate thingy), Mamak(expensive as their roti canai normal sell aud5. lol), Hurricane(famous for pork rib, something special that i never taste b4, cost aud36 for half rib), Fish Market( very very fresh oyster and salmon. i never eat salmon n oyster, but in here, i able to swallow it. very very fresh) and alot alot nice food
- Took some old photo which cost aud30 for each of us. memorable
- Sand boarding. We were brought to a place like dessert(look exactly like a dessert, but luckily is winter, else will be very hot i guess), then we sit on the board and sweep down on a very steep place.
- first time see sydney opera house in real life
- first time play PS3 with lots of game
- first time play Macbook. belongs to Bryan which cost rm10k+
- first time tried Bose speaker(amazing! i wish i own it.. T.T)
- first time play iPad
- first time drink whisky. this whiskey is nice, Marvin mix Jack Daniel whisky with coke.
- first time drink vodka.
- first time use Leica camera.
- first time watch 3D(toy story3, cost aud13+ with 3D glasses(aud1))
- first time see koala, kangaroo, penguin. Kangaroo is most funniest part. lazy to mentioned it, but i guess i will never forget it. haha..
- first time shopping for so many branded stuff. seriously i never enter Tommy Hilfiger, Guess, Nine West shop. But when I went to DFO in Melbourne, I just happened to be walk in to the shop and bought a polo T branded tommy hilfiger for mum, a Guess T-shirt for sis, a Guess shirt for bro, a nine west shoes for my sis, a big coat for the whole family, JayJay jeans for myself, boot from Cotton On, Pumpkin Patch for Joey and Jonathan, and some others. i think the total cost me about rm1k+ for all these. worth! i never thought i will be so kind, but i feel very happy when i imagine how happy is my family member received these. besides, i think they deserved a better gift from australia as they have no chance to come here, they should get better reward and i got mine(for visiting this amazing country). I bought a esprit denim jeans for myself too. hehe..

there are really memorable stuff there for me. i really wish i can back there as the people there are really lovely and civilized. Besides, I like to take this opportunity to thanks Bryan, Sek Cheng, Marvin,Tze Hao, Vee Wen, Han Zhong and his GF for guiding us to have this amazing trip.

well.. life in there is like a heaven for me. no worried and always enjoy and eat nice food. always go yum cha at those high class place. though i dun enjoy their chocolate drinks, but i really enjoy the atmosphere. i really wish i can be like that always. but sad to know that, i still have to back malaysia and start study and live like in a prison again. :(

somehow, i feel like sek cheng and bryan are my fairy god who make my dreams come true. haha.. thanks alot..i really appreciated everything there.

to see the photos, http://www.facebook.com/jianee#!/album.php?aid=180222&id=541107285
i didnt upload all..

My australia trip going to end

This 19 days Australia trip is really nice n memorable for me.. I really wanted to thanks to all my friends who guide me in this trip. This including, seek change, Bryan, Marvin, vee wen, tze Hao, Han thong and his gf.

Currently I'm in one of the Melbourne city apartment owned by Bryan kong located at Franklin street, and using his iPad to blog. Haha...

This trip is the most memorable trip I ever had. Tonight I almost cry out because I think of " omg... This is the last night I walk in Melbourne street with them.. Or maybe is my last time to step my feet in Australia..." how memorable are they for me...

I really sad now lo... Aih... Guess have to drunk bait tonight... Thanks god for giving me the chance to have fun here.