Holiday End

omg... bad day has come
tonight have to bring every back to hostel
and continue my new semester

i hate being grown up
yesterday i keep thinking
when i'm getting older
my mum will get older and older
and one day she will leave me
by that time
i think i cant continue to survive
*tears rolling*
i will pray everyday for you
to let you have a longer time with me
because u r d best mum i ever have (REALLY)
*tears drop*

i don't want to go back~~

last week

still left another 1 week for me b4 sch reopen
hmm... what should i said
during this holiday, i've been lazy to look for job(actually i wanted, but no chance, too busy)
right after exam over(MY 3RD SEM MERDEKA DAY), i've been taking in charge of my housework
wash clothes, because of raining season, no chance for me to hang out cause need to jaga baju, cleaning.. aih.. alot house chores cause my so emo!
the worse part is because everyone just left d task to me because my exam over, n i should be free all d time.. sob sob.. so, my holiday actually started right after my parents came back from their trip(1 week, i've been a maid for 1 week)

then went to robocon
went for a week
actually wanted to continue,
but something happen which stop me to continue again
but lucky somebody was there for me
tat buddy also having mostly d same problem wif me
so, we hang out to somewhere to cheer up each other

after that, i went to my 5 days trip to sabah
sweet and sour memory there

when i'm back
hahaha.. i thought this is the time i have my real holiday!
finally i've been allowed to wake up at 12pm!wat a great day!
but this only for 3-4 days
then all went to travel again,
left me n my bro-in-law take k kids in home
duh...

now i'm free again,
how should i spend my last week holiday?
i 1 have fun
but........
aih.....
things juz gone change tonight
finally understand what ppl said cold family
and warm family..

feel so lonely again..
where r u all???
am i tat bad to let u all forget my existence?

TaeYang - Wedding Dress

a 1988 kids

Toes

I got my toes in the water, ass in the sand
Not a worry in the world, a cold beer in my hand
Life is good today. Life is good today.
Well, the plane touched down just about 3 o’clock
And the city’s still on my mind
Bikinis and palm trees danced in my head
I was still in the baggage line
Concrete and cars are their own prison bars like this life I’m living in
But the plane brought me farther.
I’m surrounded by water
And I’m not going back again

I got my toes in the water, ass in the sand
Not a worry in the world, a cold beer in my hand
Life is good today. Life is good today.

Adios en vaya con dios
Yeah I’m leaving GA
And if it weren’t for tequila and pretty senoritas
I’d have no reason to stay
Adios en vaya con dios
Yeah I’m leaving GA
Gonna lay in the hot sun and roll a big fat one
And grab my guitar and play

Four days flew by like a drunk Friday night as the summer drew to an
end
They can’t believe that I just couldn’t leave
And I bid a due to my friends
Because my bartender she’s from the islands
Her body’s been kissed by the sun
And coconut replaces the smell of the bar and I don’t know if its her or
the rum

I got my toes in the water, ass in the sand
Not a worry in the world, a cold beer in my hand
Life is good today. Life is good today.

Adios en vaya con dios
A long way from GA
Ay, and all the muchachas they call me “big poppa” when I throw
pesos their way
Adios en vaya con dios
A long way from GA
Hey boss dome a favor and pass me the Jaeger
And I’ll grab my guitar and play

Adios en vaya con dios
Going home now to stay
The senoritas don’t care-o when there’s no dinero
You got no money to stay
Adios en vaya con dios
Going home now to stay

Just gonna kick it by the lake
Put my ass in a lawn chair
Toes in the clay
Not a worry in the world a PBR on the way
Life is good today. Life is good today.

My Heart

tear into pieces again
i cant breath Y_Y

Twilight

went to watch this movie
while i'm watching at the cinema
somethings came to my mind
feeling myself has d same situation with bella
but, i'm not that lucky as her
because at the end, she still get back to edward

is true, sometimes i will b selfish like her
when he leave, you wish to stay alone
but to not look weird, i find friends
but i don't prefer a big group
1 or 2 is good enough for me
just like jacob and bella
poor jacob being rejected by bella
n pity bella for suffering the pain every night

there's alot of scene showing that bella and jacob almost kiss
or maybe showing that bella is caring for jacob
or something like bella going to accept jacob
but there's always something stop her to move forward (just my opinion)

story will always remain in a fairy tale
and the fact is always that cruel
the ending doesnt just happen the same for me
i will only stop in d middle of this story
enduring

SkyTrex Adventure - Extreme Challenge

today went to this skytrex adventure located at shah alam taman pertanian wif my bro and his church friend
there are 23 of us going for this adventure
at 1st i thought it's quite simple as i went to national service n play those kind of flying fox thingy

who noe..
lol.. i was shock and start nervouse when i c d real stunt there..
omg,
1stly there's a pretty "extreme gal" has a small training wif us, teach us d rules n method change d pulley and carabiner. during training, it's easy because we train at some place tat not very high.
when come to real challenge, i start sweating
hahaha...
the height is terrible..(since i have height phobia, n i not quite sure how tall is it, mayb u can search the info by google-ing "skytrex")
n one thing different from national service is,
when we climb up to the plat form, usually our jurulatih will help us change d pulley and carabiner n make sure we all save in every platform, we actually juz do our part climb up and play
but this is not the case,
there's no instructor there to help u change pulley and carabiner, it's all ur show, no instructor at the platform..no one assure you that you are doing the right steps.. hahaha.. hell!

there are variety type of challenge, for me, balancing is quite ok, n other challenge is just normal, d only challenege for me is my physical ability. i can say, 3-4 hours in d jungle,most of ur energy consumed in your hand, not leg(this is not jungle trekking),n by tat time, u will dam love flying fox... hahaha... i have totally forgotten my height phobia, my concentration is only on my hand(because use alot hand energy).. n i was sooooo thirsty n hungry(our game start on 12 something till 4 something), i skip my lunch, wif only 2 slices of bread for my breakfast,by tat time, i actually dam hungry and thristy.. hahahaa... gosh..wonder how can i make it.. coz usually i will emo if i'm hunry.. hahaha..

during the game, there's aso a leng zai instructor who cant speak well chinese there.. hahaha.. he look so handsome n coool..he came in to save our group member because she quit in d middle of d game, she's too scare n tired edi.. tat time i thought i will end up like her, but when my brother around, i cannot let him laugh at me, so i push myself hard to finish all d challenge, n i dun1 to insult myself, i paid d money not to show how embarrassing am i, but to get the satisfaction n proud-ness. hahahah

it's really fun for me, lazy to describe much.. but i really happy to finish up the whole extreme challenge.. haha..n thanks god, there's no rain or too sunny.. weather was juz nice for us to play..

CHEERS