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Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Australia trip

my 19 days Australia trip(Melbourne-->Sydney-->Canberra-->Melbourne) sadly come to an end.
it's very sad for me till my tears drops when nobody notice me. why?
Too many reason for it
because the trip is fun. why is it fun?
hmm.. too much things to be mentioned. let me highlight some
- First, I was treated like a VIP when I arrive in Melbourne. I was very tired when I landed there, but Bryan come and pick me up from airport and treat me eat their Mcdonald. I ordered Grand Agnus which didn't sell in Malaysia. Very big burger that i hardly can fit my mouth in.
- I love walking around the well planned Melbourne City. Maybe it's winter, that's why i dun feel very tired walking on the street. I like winter. Though it's cold, but I'm ok with it as Bryan's apartment has good heater
- Taste a lot tasty good. Ppl in there seldom take breakfast. They took brunch instead. Most of the time, we eat the meal from price range AUD10-20. I guess I never tried this in my entire life. I should thanks to Bryan and Sek Cheng who treat me alot. *pai seh me*
- I love their burger cause they put alot thing in it. Their burger is very big size all the time. Not only burger, most of the meal also very big portion. I cant's finish all in each meal during this 19 days trip. Very big portion. Eat alot korean(alot korean food), Grilled burger(favourite!aud10+ for one burger), Strawberry chocolate dip(Max brenner), Carbonara spaghetti(Sofia, very big portion, i think need 4 ppl to finish it, i didnt manage to finish half plate), Pan Cake(very tasty pan cake. famous in sydney), DIM SUM(originated HK, very big if compare to Malaysia. their prawn are fresh n big!), alot chocolate coffee shop(Max Brenner, Lyndt, San Churro, Cocoa Black, those are expensive coffee shop. a small drinks cost about aud10+, not only drinks, they are famous for the chocolate cake n other chocolate thingy), Mamak(expensive as their roti canai normal sell aud5. lol), Hurricane(famous for pork rib, something special that i never taste b4, cost aud36 for half rib), Fish Market( very very fresh oyster and salmon. i never eat salmon n oyster, but in here, i able to swallow it. very very fresh) and alot alot nice food
- Took some old photo which cost aud30 for each of us. memorable
- Sand boarding. We were brought to a place like dessert(look exactly like a dessert, but luckily is winter, else will be very hot i guess), then we sit on the board and sweep down on a very steep place.
- first time see sydney opera house in real life
- first time play PS3 with lots of game
- first time play Macbook. belongs to Bryan which cost rm10k+
- first time tried Bose speaker(amazing! i wish i own it.. T.T)
- first time play iPad
- first time drink whisky. this whiskey is nice, Marvin mix Jack Daniel whisky with coke.
- first time drink vodka.
- first time use Leica camera.
- first time watch 3D(toy story3, cost aud13+ with 3D glasses(aud1))
- first time see koala, kangaroo, penguin. Kangaroo is most funniest part. lazy to mentioned it, but i guess i will never forget it. haha..
- first time shopping for so many branded stuff. seriously i never enter Tommy Hilfiger, Guess, Nine West shop. But when I went to DFO in Melbourne, I just happened to be walk in to the shop and bought a polo T branded tommy hilfiger for mum, a Guess T-shirt for sis, a Guess shirt for bro, a nine west shoes for my sis, a big coat for the whole family, JayJay jeans for myself, boot from Cotton On, Pumpkin Patch for Joey and Jonathan, and some others. i think the total cost me about rm1k+ for all these. worth! i never thought i will be so kind, but i feel very happy when i imagine how happy is my family member received these. besides, i think they deserved a better gift from australia as they have no chance to come here, they should get better reward and i got mine(for visiting this amazing country). I bought a esprit denim jeans for myself too. hehe..

there are really memorable stuff there for me. i really wish i can back there as the people there are really lovely and civilized. Besides, I like to take this opportunity to thanks Bryan, Sek Cheng, Marvin,Tze Hao, Vee Wen, Han Zhong and his GF for guiding us to have this amazing trip.

well.. life in there is like a heaven for me. no worried and always enjoy and eat nice food. always go yum cha at those high class place. though i dun enjoy their chocolate drinks, but i really enjoy the atmosphere. i really wish i can be like that always. but sad to know that, i still have to back malaysia and start study and live like in a prison again. :(

somehow, i feel like sek cheng and bryan are my fairy god who make my dreams come true. haha.. thanks alot..i really appreciated everything there.

to see the photos, http://www.facebook.com/jianee#!/album.php?aid=180222&id=541107285
i didnt upload all..

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

My australia trip going to end

This 19 days Australia trip is really nice n memorable for me.. I really wanted to thanks to all my friends who guide me in this trip. This including, seek change, Bryan, Marvin, vee wen, tze Hao, Han thong and his gf.

Currently I'm in one of the Melbourne city apartment owned by Bryan kong located at Franklin street, and using his iPad to blog. Haha...

This trip is the most memorable trip I ever had. Tonight I almost cry out because I think of " omg... This is the last night I walk in Melbourne street with them.. Or maybe is my last time to step my feet in Australia..." how memorable are they for me...

I really sad now lo... Aih... Guess have to drunk bait tonight... Thanks god for giving me the chance to have fun here.

Friday, June 18, 2010

We Are The World

Tonight was a very relaxing night.. no kids.. no worries.. thanks god finally give me a peaceful time..
so.. go and youtube some funny and nice short videos..
wanna share this
http://www.killerhiphop.com/we-are-the-world-25-for-haiti-lyrics/
this song originated by M.J.. but now sing by alot artist.. the most singer i admire still Celine Dion. ^^

Enjoy~

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Terrible Day For My Family

That day is the most terrible day for our whole family.

Early morning,when I woke up,I saw my mum lying on the sofa.look very weak and she said that she very tired and weak. Because all d while she always very weak due to unknown sickness. She went to alot scan and check n x Ray, yet all d reports can't find any problem. And we also wnt to temple n ask is it there is dirty thing. Still, no improvement, yet worse.

Today I thought she just too weak, so l quickly drive out to look for breakfast.mum claim that she no appetite. So I da bao her favourite food, zhu chap n porridge so tht she can eat anytime.

When i back home, she look very weak. And the JJ sometimes disturb her sleep. So she get up and eat the porridge and went to Cindy's room sleep. As usual, I take care the kids. Coax them bath,eat,teach homework. Aih.. Kids nowadays too clever and stubbon..this holiday I really haven enjoy much at home as all the while the kids keep make me go up side down.

Tht day alot of call.at very beginning, my mum still slightly able to walk to take d phone call from my dad, but the way she walk is really scary for me. Why scary? I can see her leg has no energy and she walk so so slow for two steps. So I quickly take a chair let her sit down. After that, I quickly rush to take care the kids. So I no idea how my mum walk back to room. After that I quickly SMS my sis tell her I very worried mum as she look very weak. She look alike my grandma who has been parallel for few years. Very very skinny. Then my sis call and my dad call and my god mum call.. Alot call and I can't speak edi. So I just bring my handphone to my mum. While I walk in the room. She told me she very tired and now she can't walk or lift up her hand. She just lie on the bed. That moment, I can't look at my mum at all. Because I wil cry. So I quickly get out from room and take k d kids.

Then few calls again, i can't tahan anymore and cry on the phone. My god mum quickly ask my kajang aunty to come and see how my mum. My dad and sis still at kl and can't back on time, so they ask bro to bring my mum go hospital. That moment I really very scare and I keep tahan not to cry out.

When my aunty arrive,I lead her to room without speak much cause I can't talk.. The tears keep rolling in my eyes and I still not dare to go in room. Until bro is back, he and aunty quickly support my mum go in d car. While they support my mum out from room, my heart is really very sad. My mum can't walk. So I didn't follow to hospital cause I still need to take care JJ. After they go out, I start cry out loud in the toilet. My minds keep thinking back my mum condition and easily break into tears. My sis took emergency leave. When she back, I try hold my tears and tell her go find them in hospital. I cry even badly when my sis told me she admitted in ICU.

Night time when my bro in law take over my place, I went to hospital to visit mum.sis come back and told me doctor said mum condition very dangerous because her potassium level only 1.7 while the normal is 3.8. Potassium is important for our heart to beat. And this level can stop anytime.. My tears can't hold anymore.. And doc said my mum condition is about 50% paralyze. Heart broken and scare.

Went to hospital and saw my dad and bro there. I keep avoid to look at mum and talk few sentences only..Very
Difficult for me to hol my tears. My dad haven't bath and dinner, so I follow him back.

Back to home, I quickly play game or movie until 4am.

Midnight, sis told me the incident at hospital. The specialist at first having operation,so another doctor advise her to go joke and one early tml. But since mum is there wait for the blood teat result first. Lucky there's another specialist help mum look at the result and order to admit into ICU. Sis said when the doctor said the condition, my bro start cry out then my mum also cry. Mum sobbed"Eric, dun cry.. Dun like that..mama aso very scare now.." then my sis told me tat time they all cry.

I can imagine that.. And I faster continue play game ...

Today mum seems much better and I don't need to hold my tears anymore. Heard sis said this morning, dad cry in the car.. Sigh.. Today potassium
Level increase to 2.2. Maybe can transfer out from ICU.glad..she look much better compare To yesterday.

During my birthday and perak trip(while visiting all the temples) I prayed so hard for my mum health. Yet, gods didn't seem helping. Sis birthday on Monday and wish mum get better health too, but Wednesday, she admitted to ward.. That what she told
Me. I guess birthday wishes just a fairy tales. :(

God bless my mum..

P/S: thanks to yen hoong and her dad for paying a visit to my mum. ^^

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

middle of the night

It's 3am+..
however I still feel something is missing there and I wish to find it out before I sleep

I feel like nowadays I getting lesser friends to talk.
Sometimes I have to tell lies
Sometimes I have to put a mask
人生如戏,戏如人生。
I really wish that I can find somebody to talk to.especially those who really understand what I felt and know how to amend the missing pieces in my life.

But,the fact is always that cruel

On the other hand, I really appreciate what I have own now especially being a princess for my parents n god mum.

Aw..I dunno what am I talking.. Why I could never able to tell them my true feeling?I afraid they will get bored? Afraid it spoilt our relationship? Afraid they will scold us in return? Afraid get hurt? Self protective?

I'm really hate this feeling..why why why..............



Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Perak Trip(2nd week after exam)

Time really fly when I having a great trip in Perak with my coursemates.

Things that I don't want to forget
1)Chee Cheong Fun at Teluk Intan(Liew Gei store)
 -I'm not exaggrating. But it really taste very nice. Too bad, we cant find any in Selangor

2)Sungkai hot spring and water slide
-the moment we play the water slide is fun, and we just play like a kids. Snapping pretty photos, bully li hong as her height not very tall and she having difficulty to swim to the deep side.

-a new nickname created for wan thing - CHEK KIOK DAI SIN... because she walk around without slipper at the hot spring area.

3)Zui Wo steamboat
- I thought it will be a normal steamboat. After taste it, you will have different thought. It is situated at a kampung place. Can feel they didnt use much MSG and the soup is black colour. The soup taste like herbal soup or bak kut teh.. really very very nice! everything is very fresh. with rm80, all of us eat till bloated

4)Every night time before bed
-at yanny home, we all cant fall asleep because too pack and we keep fight for the blanket. sook lin sleep alone on d floor wif mattress, but she cant sleep well coz her blanket too thin..
-at li hong house.. alot fighting btw us, especially me n sook lin. " when i grab the blanket from her, she grab it back from me. so, i move to her side so that get closer to her and i can get covered. since she sleep beside d wall, so she actually is terhempit btw me and the wall.." this is happened while we "half sleeping" because we couldnt sleep well... the next day we keep yawning while others sleep very well
-Besides that, sook lin and me vs wan thing. we keep fight for boaster and blanket.the scene is very funny coz we keep make some funny sound and called wan thing nick name "chek kiok~~"
-most funny is, one night we all feel very itchy especially our leg, so we ask wan thing giv us her "she fen"(a powder in white colour). and the scene is so dam funny because sook lin,me,yanny sit surrounding this chek kiok and wait she give us.. is like we get some 圣粉 from god. hahaha.. and she keep shoot us her leg with the quote from d old hk drama.. "我赐你最高荣誉,轻吻我的脚"... hahaha... n then sometimes she will just shoot her leg to us.. the scene is the most funny
-fool li hong to come post mortem

5)Ipoh food
-dim sum which cost only rm13+ that can let me eat till very full, then keep continue eat other famous food.. such as the "tan shao xiang bing","yi bou nga choi gai","hor fun", and so on.. eat till super dam full!!


6)ipoh cave
- i guess we have visited all d cave that's available in ipod.
- one of the cave, there's alot dogs following me and sook lin.. those dogs look like our leng n following us.. hehe
- keep praying for my mum's health.. but it seems helpless.. :(


7) Paddy field
- really like a big sea, but with green colour. the green colour make me feel very fresh there. really very nice. love the scene..too bad cant see any scacrow


8) Lumut & Sitiwan
- manage to eat sitiawan special biscuit. not quite nice when it is colded
-photo shooting there is funny. keep snap those jumping photo. li hong keep appoint me as director. but im out of idea.. hehehe.. we very good mo qi in jumping and the photographer very good moqi wif us aso.. capture alot success photo


9) Taking KTM
- sit for 3 hours for this keretapi tanah melayu.. quite comfortable.
- when going to perak, read a chinese novel.. funny novel, first time like to read a chinese novel.
- when going back from perak, fall asleep.. really tiring the whole trip coz everynight cant sleep well due to those war...

10) sitting car
-sitting yanny car always make me feel like 1 2 grab the car key from her and i drive, cause she drive very slow...better shut my mouth in front of her, else my life could be dangerous.. hehehe
- li hong drive vios ler.. so geng~~ small small ppl drive big big car~.. cute~

11) Yao Che Hor
- li hong bring us go around teluk intan.. haha.. the teluk intant really big.. much bigger than kajang.. and the houses also very new design.. got many rich kia stay at this place lo! but aso got many "guai tan" house.. dahsyat~~ hahahhaha
- my coursemate keep laugh me when i say the house look like guai tan... keke..
- snap with the menara condong

friday back home.. saturday work my part time promoter.. tiring~

Friday, May 7, 2010

days after exam

Back to my home sweet home..
Tat night treat my frens for satay and suddenly recalled u
Then celebrate frens birthday
Recalled u again

So..what am I now?
still a stupid girl who keep hoping for some miracle?
Aww..is terrible feeling