Holiday End

omg... bad day has come
tonight have to bring every back to hostel
and continue my new semester

i hate being grown up
yesterday i keep thinking
when i'm getting older
my mum will get older and older
and one day she will leave me
by that time
i think i cant continue to survive
*tears rolling*
i will pray everyday for you
to let you have a longer time with me
because u r d best mum i ever have (REALLY)
*tears drop*

i don't want to go back~~

last week

still left another 1 week for me b4 sch reopen
hmm... what should i said
during this holiday, i've been lazy to look for job(actually i wanted, but no chance, too busy)
right after exam over(MY 3RD SEM MERDEKA DAY), i've been taking in charge of my housework
wash clothes, because of raining season, no chance for me to hang out cause need to jaga baju, cleaning.. aih.. alot house chores cause my so emo!
the worse part is because everyone just left d task to me because my exam over, n i should be free all d time.. sob sob.. so, my holiday actually started right after my parents came back from their trip(1 week, i've been a maid for 1 week)

then went to robocon
went for a week
actually wanted to continue,
but something happen which stop me to continue again
but lucky somebody was there for me
tat buddy also having mostly d same problem wif me
so, we hang out to somewhere to cheer up each other

after that, i went to my 5 days trip to sabah
sweet and sour memory there

when i'm back
hahaha.. i thought this is the time i have my real holiday!
finally i've been allowed to wake up at 12pm!wat a great day!
but this only for 3-4 days
then all went to travel again,
left me n my bro-in-law take k kids in home
duh...

now i'm free again,
how should i spend my last week holiday?
i 1 have fun
but........
aih.....
things juz gone change tonight
finally understand what ppl said cold family
and warm family..

feel so lonely again..
where r u all???
am i tat bad to let u all forget my existence?

TaeYang - Wedding Dress

a 1988 kids

Toes

I got my toes in the water, ass in the sand
Not a worry in the world, a cold beer in my hand
Life is good today. Life is good today.
Well, the plane touched down just about 3 o’clock
And the city’s still on my mind
Bikinis and palm trees danced in my head
I was still in the baggage line
Concrete and cars are their own prison bars like this life I’m living in
But the plane brought me farther.
I’m surrounded by water
And I’m not going back again

I got my toes in the water, ass in the sand
Not a worry in the world, a cold beer in my hand
Life is good today. Life is good today.

Adios en vaya con dios
Yeah I’m leaving GA
And if it weren’t for tequila and pretty senoritas
I’d have no reason to stay
Adios en vaya con dios
Yeah I’m leaving GA
Gonna lay in the hot sun and roll a big fat one
And grab my guitar and play

Four days flew by like a drunk Friday night as the summer drew to an
end
They can’t believe that I just couldn’t leave
And I bid a due to my friends
Because my bartender she’s from the islands
Her body’s been kissed by the sun
And coconut replaces the smell of the bar and I don’t know if its her or
the rum

I got my toes in the water, ass in the sand
Not a worry in the world, a cold beer in my hand
Life is good today. Life is good today.

Adios en vaya con dios
A long way from GA
Ay, and all the muchachas they call me “big poppa” when I throw
pesos their way
Adios en vaya con dios
A long way from GA
Hey boss dome a favor and pass me the Jaeger
And I’ll grab my guitar and play

Adios en vaya con dios
Going home now to stay
The senoritas don’t care-o when there’s no dinero
You got no money to stay
Adios en vaya con dios
Going home now to stay

Just gonna kick it by the lake
Put my ass in a lawn chair
Toes in the clay
Not a worry in the world a PBR on the way
Life is good today. Life is good today.

My Heart

tear into pieces again
i cant breath Y_Y

Twilight

went to watch this movie
while i'm watching at the cinema
somethings came to my mind
feeling myself has d same situation with bella
but, i'm not that lucky as her
because at the end, she still get back to edward

is true, sometimes i will b selfish like her
when he leave, you wish to stay alone
but to not look weird, i find friends
but i don't prefer a big group
1 or 2 is good enough for me
just like jacob and bella
poor jacob being rejected by bella
n pity bella for suffering the pain every night

there's alot of scene showing that bella and jacob almost kiss
or maybe showing that bella is caring for jacob
or something like bella going to accept jacob
but there's always something stop her to move forward (just my opinion)

story will always remain in a fairy tale
and the fact is always that cruel
the ending doesnt just happen the same for me
i will only stop in d middle of this story
enduring

SkyTrex Adventure - Extreme Challenge

today went to this skytrex adventure located at shah alam taman pertanian wif my bro and his church friend
there are 23 of us going for this adventure
at 1st i thought it's quite simple as i went to national service n play those kind of flying fox thingy

who noe..
lol.. i was shock and start nervouse when i c d real stunt there..
omg,
1stly there's a pretty "extreme gal" has a small training wif us, teach us d rules n method change d pulley and carabiner. during training, it's easy because we train at some place tat not very high.
when come to real challenge, i start sweating
hahaha...
the height is terrible..(since i have height phobia, n i not quite sure how tall is it, mayb u can search the info by google-ing "skytrex")
n one thing different from national service is,
when we climb up to the plat form, usually our jurulatih will help us change d pulley and carabiner n make sure we all save in every platform, we actually juz do our part climb up and play
but this is not the case,
there's no instructor there to help u change pulley and carabiner, it's all ur show, no instructor at the platform..no one assure you that you are doing the right steps.. hahaha.. hell!

there are variety type of challenge, for me, balancing is quite ok, n other challenge is just normal, d only challenege for me is my physical ability. i can say, 3-4 hours in d jungle,most of ur energy consumed in your hand, not leg(this is not jungle trekking),n by tat time, u will dam love flying fox... hahaha... i have totally forgotten my height phobia, my concentration is only on my hand(because use alot hand energy).. n i was sooooo thirsty n hungry(our game start on 12 something till 4 something), i skip my lunch, wif only 2 slices of bread for my breakfast,by tat time, i actually dam hungry and thristy.. hahahaa... gosh..wonder how can i make it.. coz usually i will emo if i'm hunry.. hahaha..

during the game, there's aso a leng zai instructor who cant speak well chinese there.. hahaha.. he look so handsome n coool..he came in to save our group member because she quit in d middle of d game, she's too scare n tired edi.. tat time i thought i will end up like her, but when my brother around, i cannot let him laugh at me, so i push myself hard to finish all d challenge, n i dun1 to insult myself, i paid d money not to show how embarrassing am i, but to get the satisfaction n proud-ness. hahahah

it's really fun for me, lazy to describe much.. but i really happy to finish up the whole extreme challenge.. haha..n thanks god, there's no rain or too sunny.. weather was juz nice for us to play..

CHEERS

House without parents

Holiday? is my holiday started?
nah
right after my exam over, my parents went to travel for about a week time..
since my 2nd sis and i having holiday, we need to do house chores
so.. i was thinking tat it wont b a problem since my 2nd sis can help me
who noe!
everything juz f-ing difference
wtf wtf wtf wtf
nobody want to take k of this house
'arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
all only care for their own entertainment
where's mine?
i don;t have to play 1 arr
u all suka suka go main sendiri
no need take k me edi la
dam it
stopping telling how much u love this house n family
because u just a big liar!
fuck u!

My New MP3 Player

wakakak.. happy to get 1 new mp3 player
somemore is Sony NW-S745 16gb which havent lauch in malaysia yet
weeee~~~ the sound quality is nice
though it depends on your mp3 files too
hahaha..
overall satisfied
and i love it sooooo much..
woooohoo~

I Deserved it

when back home
i told my sis
i very down because i didnt do well for my exam paper

n she told me
"you deserved it"
though it's difficult for me to digest it
she's right

somebody get me out from the deep valley please

Electronic Circuit 2

Again
I did wrong
FUCKING DOWN AND SAD NOW!
NO MOOD TO STUDY AGAIN!
SHIT!

My Twins

lol.. my fren found this account
do you all think he look like me?
especially d time when i'm in secondary time
hahaha..
d hairstyle..
mushroom

Hubungan Etnik

Finish this paper..
next paper will be English

faster finish exam la..
i hate d feeling to wait the paper..
i 1 go home

Exam

Tomorrow will be the begin of my exam war...

i miss everybody here
because of this exam
i didnt on my msn as often as i am
i didnt chat wif my frens
i didnt go out
i didnt watch much movie
i didnt play on9 games

i hope
luck will side me for this time
good luck to my exam
cheers~~~

this morning just receive my parcel from POS LAJU
my new earphone SoundMagic PL30
Abit disappointed when try it
not that good as i expected
after all, i still prefer to use my Sony back

what am i going to do for this extra set?
maybe use to backup
haha...
money wasted :(
going to buy SONY NWZ-E443...
hope i wont regret

Study Week

Finally all presentations, classes, assignment, tutorial, reports n bla bla bla are overed!
say BYE BYE to them!!!
and WELCOME my exam paper =.=

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this few days really lucky somebody can help me all d time when i'm trouble.
maybe most of my friends will think i'm a bad girl
i couldn't explain anymore
just let them think whoever i am la..
however, i still wish they don't simply judge me
because you don't know one word can hurt me alot
and you don't know what happened behind

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Good Luck! hope i manage to study everything.. though impossible

Silent Night

Silent Night
Peaceful Night
Wonderful Night

with a Sorrow Mind

sweet dream Jen

Busy Busy Busy

argh.. recently really very very busy!
hardly can free my mind to complaint n shout out
argh....

in this week, i langsung have no time to finish my homework
not even to do revision..
aiks aiks aiks..
pik chik...
need to complete 3 or 4 assignments
need to train my badminton
need to work part time

awwwww.....
timesless
yet i spent 4-5 hours for post mortem..
everything just doesnt go right to me
help me......
suffocated

End of Holiday

Be tough
Face all the challenges
That will never end
No matter what happened
You can overcome it

Stop demand
Enjoy what you have
Stop feeling other things
Because your aim is
Make your parents feel proud

Changes

people always change
we couldnt say they have change to become better or worse
because in different perspective
they are always pros and cons

i wish
my bro can understand
how torture is it for us
when we see him become a christian slave

sacrificing his precious time wif family
wif the reason " help ppl "
and other non sense

my dear god
please let him understand thoroughly
let him not to be a childish person
yet he think he become more mature
and we all getting more worried
and hate what is him now

Holiday

Holidays...
finally it's holiday~~~ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

no more frustration (TEMPORARILY)
no more guiltiness (TEMPORARILY)
no more quiz (TEMPORARILY)
no more homesick (TEMPORARILY)
no more emo (TEMPORARILY)
no more lab report (TEMPORARILY)
no more bla bla bla...

but there's something always with me...

Gone

There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home
Oh seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change

Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
But right now..

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains..

You're gone..
You're gone..
Baby you're gone
Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone..
You're gone..
You're...

I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?
Time is pbutting so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
and maybe I could change my every day
But baby I don't want to

So I'll just hang around
and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
and I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do

Yeeaah....

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I Drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone
You're gone...you're gone.. you're....
Gone

Ohhh...

Oh what'll I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
We are apart
Am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see?
That I need you here with me
Oohhh...

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

Been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone
You're gone
Gone
You're gone..

But the truth remains
You're

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=32zZ3TxDgs0

死性不改

再见了我的宠爱　谁愿接受这种意外
你赞我天生可爱　不愿看着我离开
同伴也话我傻　喜欢受挫　宁愿情敌再伤我

人天生根本都不可以爱死身边的一个
无奈你最够刺激我　凡事也治到我
几多黑心的教唆　我亦捱得过

来煽风　来点火　就击到我么
谁恋爱就多障碍　死性我不想改
如我没有你的爱　我没法活得来
情人的存在是我从来都志在　难在我拱手让爱

我怕可一不可再　难道你被爱都有害
我确信天真不会错　威力会移山填海

同伴也话我傻　喜欢受挫　宁愿情敌再伤我
人天生根本都不可以爱死身边的一个
无奈你最够刺激我　凡事也治到我
几多黑心的教唆　我亦捱得过
来煽风　来点火　就击到我么
谁恋爱就多障碍　死性我不想改
如我没有你的爱　我没法活得来
情人的存在是我从来都志在　
难在我拱手让爱

Lousy Week

Just spent a very very lousy week!!!
So many things happened out of a sudden
i'm suffocated and too desperate to hide in my home

i wish the coming week will be a brand new week
please
god bless all of us
i really very very frust
and unfortunate

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

NEW HAIR STYLE!

After few years long hair, now i back to my old style, short hair style.. but this time is not as short as my st john time... now is abit fashion looo... kekek

aih.. this hair cost me rm35 ler.. so yok chek to pay for this price as i'm a kiam siap ppl.. usually i go cut aso around rm15 ler.. this time.. arrr.. yok chek yok chek

Convocation week

This week will be convocation week for University Malaya.. yesterday i just learn make a bouquet of flower.. tough.. yet fun wif my coursemate.. it's my 1st time to do tat coz last year i was sick and didnt stand a chance to learn.

Happy Graduation to all of you..

and I wish to congratz you too..........

avoiding

i know you are avoiding me.
if this will let u feel better,
i will try to avoid you.

my life just very messy now
i'm so tired for my guilt
i wish to hide again
like an ostrict

buddy line yum cha

tonight is the first day i have a budy line yum cha after 1 year passed... this is because during my first year, none of my buddy 1 suggest to have buddy yum cha.. so lame la my final year buddy...

so happy tonight is d first time have yum cha section wif my buddy line.. though it's only at 3rd college.. hahaha...

n so happy for sitting motorcycle though i scare... n juz now almost knock by a lame car... lucky my final year buddy drive slow tat time(coz i ask him to drive slow since i scare motor)... XD.. actually quite fun ride motor le.. too bad i dunno how 2 ride.. :P

looking forward more...

Better

after talking, i feel much better now, atleast somebody agree with my point..

i dun feel homwsick today.. weird huh... mayb too many homework to do... n i so lazy to do it!
>.<

maybe after the talk, i feel better.. something make me feel comfort...

i just wish that i could enjoy to the max in my uni life, sick of those gossip n discrimination! i want to explore out there with friends!!! hahahahahhah....

Pik Chik

This week i won't going back home.. i should have stop thinking of my family..

somehow, i dunno why i have this determination.. to prove i'm somebody tat's not home sick? i'm a independent person? hahaha...

nonsense.. wat i think is, it's ur lose for not going back to join with your family member.. i always think my family b4 frens. but somehow, i feel like some ppl thought they have d mind tat they love family, but they are showing they more concern their fren instead of frens

action speak louder than word.. hope your parents will feel proud to have u as thier child

Senior Freshie Night

Senior Freshies Night organize by the freshie(1st year secholian) finally ended..

tonight though i have lots complaints especially my table( coz my table is at d corner n i cant c the stage since there's a pillar in front of me.. wtf)..but still enjoy d moment..

something inspire me.. haha.. i dun mean to condemn ppl, but somehow, i feel somebody can use the time to work more efficient than wat i have done..y? haha... i think this issue is too sensitive for me discuss wif any ppl here..

i juz hope someday these ppl will understand how badly they have done, dun always think of how grate u are, coz u will never improved.. ppl, pls think critically!!! tat's y UM is having a course named Critical Thinking!

UM new policy

juz received a email that circulating among the student of UM about our new car policy

they are so many complaint about the new policy.. and the authority juz gave some nonsense excuse.. haha.. nobody love it..

hopefully someday there will some mogok case happened so that the authority could fix the problem asap, cause it really a lot of trouble for those who staying outside.

moody night

hmm... dunno y i cant easily adapt in a new environment..

today still very moody mood.. mum n bro aso text n call me up.. make me so miss them... aih.. juz fews days didnt stay in house, yet a;ready start miss my family

recently feel myself very bad.. seems like i'm d worse ppl.. whenever i enter this hostel, i feel the failure surround me.. i cant communicate, ppl feel disappointed to me, i feel they are weird, i dun agree how they work, that's too many complaint from me n to me.. gosh.. i really wish to hide in the virtual world, my fb world n my home.. those places let me feel some1 willing to chat wif me, let me feel i'm not tat worse actually...

2 more days to go home, but i really homesick now.. i wish somebody was there for me, but.... who else will be my true fren here to accompany me?

Lonely dog

recently very lazy to upload photo to update the activities in college...

it's my 2nd day staying in second college(coz i'm d "appealing batch")...

when i'm back, everyone seems busy with their project n interview things.. haha.. though i'm a senior now, but i think many of them dun recognize me coz i didnt attend the CC meeting with all the juniors..

feel like myself very passive, my coursemate all very busy with the interview n project things, sometimes always make me feel very lonely.. so usually i will find ppl sms n hang out...

however, i find out that this act will hurt ppl... i'm a selfish one? omg.. it's really terrible for me now.. i dun have much fren in 2nd college, yet i'm forbidden to hang out wif someone that i think i close with... life is really sucks har?

i hav 2 adapt myself wif the new environment, but, i getting over humble till i dun hav d guts to communicate with the juniors... i wanna run away from all d difficulties..

i'm a coward pathetic lonely dog..

Blog Revive- Sem 3 started

Today is my first day get back to 2nd RC again.. hmm..

2 months holiday juz over, and now i have to get back to my study life..

just enter the college.. everything strange, see many strange faces.. all newbie.. hehe..
then Li Hong, Yen Nee, Hui Ying and me go attack Sook Lin room while I just arrived there.. lol.. chat alot and gossip alot.. laugh till i feel sleepy n hot! haha..
tonight gonna sleep without air cond~~~

i guess, busy life going to start again~

p/s: dam connection.. cant u let us connect more faster?

BY2-我知道

Malam Anugerah Tuanku Bahiyah (MATB2)

lol.. i guess this is the post where i'm gonna upload the most number of photos.. haha.. sorry for updating late the blog coz recently quite busy, and it's not exam week. because now don't have mood to study, so just update my blog abit.

mostly is from EE course 1st year and 2nd year. got 1 3rd year there

This is the MATB2 which held at Mariott Hotel Puchong on 3rd of April. This is an annual event for our college named Malam Anugerah Tuanku Bahiyah. This event is run by a group of 1st year students lead by some second year students. During that day, alot of prizes will awarded to secholian.This year theme is Celestial Radiance Terrestrial Expectation.

That day, since i'm one of the performer, so I took the early bus(9am) to the hotel and start prepare and everything. Since the hotel is quite near my home, and i ddnt bring back my dress to hostel, so i decide to go back home after rehearsal and ready up everything in the hotel and after that drive back to the hotel with my dress~~ haha..

haha..this is the vvip table. all sit serious. but too bad our clothes doesnt suit the table..look like jia hao yue yuan.. haha..

once we reach there, we get to our ball room. after that, we start photo shooting everywhere. all split up to take photo as a memorable moment for us. wan ting, li hong, hui ying and me walk all around the hotel to snap photo.. then we get back to the ball room and train our chinese dance. about 12.30pm, i went back home wif hui ying.

Took our photo at this super big toilet and super big mirrorNear their pub, there's a pool..wan ting act yeng againwan ting look like the titanic kate wisley~ wahaha..Li Hong and Wan Ting. The building behind is Mariott HotelI never expect I will act this stupid pose. haha..I'm Playing her darling camera in the toilet~Accidentally capture this.. haha.. she look like a ghost walking towards meSnapping nostalgic photo outside the hotel.. haha...One of the fountain.. Li Hong, Wan ting and Hui YingThis car is quite popular.. i guess everyone took with it on that night, and we just manage to take with it on day time.It's Grand Prix Formula 1 week.. The hotel decorate with this. Suddenly remind me that time i duty at the Pitt Stop.. the car sound.. haha..

after taking lunch n bath in my house, then we rush back to the hotel coz the committe suddenly dunno y change the rehearsal time to earlier,aih.. luckily we manage to arrive before our turn, but that's irritating when being urge by ppl... haha after all done, all the committe and performer went to the hotel room which book by our college to prepare themselve.. bathing, changing, make up.. lol.. you cant imagine how long they took to prepare themselve. haha..

4 of us after dressing up! hui ying, me, wan ting, li hong

so that night, after i "finish myself", then get down to the ball room and find my seat. then start photo shooting aso.. and then the ceremony begun. aih.. become a performer not easy arr.. after eat 2 or 3 meals, then we hav 2 go change our costume to standby behind the stage..

Prettiessssssss~~~The red guy is so yeng.. ahaha..he is jian wei or wei jian, i 4got..My table-mate except li hong. haha.. i'm only girl there when i found my seat.. so pai seh.. shin yuan working tat time..The medic student except the 2nd and 3rd babe.

that day our chinese dance not bad, i'm so nervous that time! but luckily i remember all the step, once the dance is over! phew~~~ relax~ happy! haha.. i guess my nightmare over now! haha.. no need to sleep at 3 am again! haha..

After finish dancing, photo shooting with my roommate and others..We are so proud to take photo with this Prof. He's our Big Boss in College. Rarely can see him

then, we faster rush to the changing room to change back our dress and get back to our seat to eat.. haha.. so funny that day, u cant imagine it.. it's too funny.. the changing room is not near the ball room, we actually walk a distance to the changing room, and we did pass by a pub which have a lot mat salleh there.. i guess they sure feel very funny coz see us walk to and fro lots of time.. haha..after the event end, everyone start photo shooting again.. haha..

My roommate, me, Jia hui, Siew yee, cherry(she din wear dress coz she's one of the important committee)This is the GACC 13 committee members.This botak guy is one of the performer for festival seni tarian cina.that night, he's the director of this projectSecond Year Electrical EngineersThis picture is cute!Li Hong with ur final year senior Han Seng, a brilliant guythe two guy is final year seniors. Han Seng and Bok JaeThe guy is my final buddy, abang Ho, her gf xue ning-teach us dance that nightmy coursemate: Shin Yuan, and twins yan xian and yan hui..Took on the stage.

after finish, i drive back home alone.. quite nice to drive on d way, coz i drive quite fast again.. (because no car at midnight) :)

*finally update this event.. haha.. got to study.. wish me best of luck on my study~

Tarian Cina for MATB2 - THE LAST FAN DANCE

MATB 2 = Malam Anugerah Tuanku Bahiyah is one of the big event in my college.

i remember that day when li hong ask me to join the performance team coz they lack of ppl, and i rejected for certain reason. but that night when i juz get back from my home, they seems very desperate to find ppl to join the tarian cina for the matb2 performance, so, i've been force to join because of 'friend'. and tat day start, i have to think another plan for that day transport and make up.. b4 this, i edi keep thinking and finally decide my schedule and plan on that day, because of this, everything have to be changed. it sucks!

our ending post at bilik tarian

that night(sunday night) we start our very 1st day training. we don't how to dance n what song to dance, and they co-o say we have to dance it on that week friday(our MATB2 day).i was quite shock coz why these ppl dun ask our college representative for tarian cina(they won 1st rnner up during festival seni competition) to perform, instead they ask us these lousy kids to dance? why they always want to make ppl's life harder only happy 1 arr??

finally, they found 6 victim to join this performance. Li Hong, Yan Xian, Hui Ying, Wan Rou, Wei Wei, and me. because lack of time, finally they decide to copy and edit abit the chinese dance performed by KMPh last year during their cny celebration.

starting from sunday night, i everyday almost sleep on 3am+ till 8am to attend class. after attend d class, i hav to study for the digital system exam on thursday. besides, i have alot report and assignment to be rushed too.. one day, i cant tahan n lost control to hold my tears anymore(so pai seh). that time i start blaming myself, why i want to help my friend by sacrificing all my enjoyable time?

on wednesday or turesday, the co-o say 1 2 rehearsal, so we juz like a slave who waiting for this ppl call up for the rehearsal. after performing, ppl start to comment and we start to b angry. why? while they comment, have they think about how difficult for 6 of us who dunno anything about dance to start train a performance out? did they arrange a real teacher to teach us?wtf.. n when we 1 2 go train our dance wif mirror at bilik tarian, we all gonna fight wif the tarian india for the bilik tarian because they say they need mirror too.. omg..i dunno how this ppl think. i really disappointed with some1 who tell me tarian india need the bilik and ask us go DU stage train. haha.. lol.. that tarian india had been trained since GACC, they already noe d step n while rehearsal, ppl can see how neat r they, but why we r d one who need it the most cant get it? haha..it's too funny for me to work with this ppl coz i understand, if u r popular, u can get whatever u 1. there's no justice and understandable condition. after that, lucky xue ning volunteer to help us see and edit our performance, and there we finally train all our steps.

during this week, i really suffer with study problem(as i'm not very smart)and have to get another plan on that day(have to think how should i drive there since i have to take bus early to there), hav to think who is going to set my hair n makeup and so on... yet i cant sleep early every night.. my sleeping time always around 12 or b4 12am, but now change to 3am, n my body to weak to adapt it.. suffer suffer...

i couldnt say is totally suffer, coz actually when we train, it's quite fun because of li hong.. aha...she always act break dance there.. and then do some action or other action.. haha.. so funny! and some of our formation need hui ying walk faster, than we ask her drive faster, dun drive kancil.. n bla bla.. haha..

on thursday,i decide to curi tulang, so i went out outing wif my roommate whole day(on the previous article). after coming back, they told me they had postpone the rehearsal time. and dunno wth is going on and suddenly canceled.. we like a slave, waiting call to ask us go for rehearsal. why i describe i'm like a slave? coz i have my own planning actually. they didnt mention a proper time, it's hard for me to plan my stuff well.. who they think i'm? a person juz keep on standby to wait for their call?cant they have a better planning and let us know so that we can arrange ourself??still we train till quite late...

that day we get our costume.. aih.. long story for costume.. but still happy at d end..

ending post at the mariott hotel ball room stage

friday morning, we get our stuff and take our early bus to Mariott Hotel which is nearby my house on 9am. so tiring.. that hotel is very nice! and will be describe the MATB2 on next article.. stay tune.. haha..

training on the stage

after performing on the stage, actually i found it's worth for me to sacrifice everything for this performance. don't know why.. mayb mind had been opened and relieved coz every nightmare had been ended.. haha.. is a memorable things in my life..

A day with my roommate

That day is 02-Apr-2009, after class i went back to room. actually i decide not to accompany siew yee back to her house since i has many homework n dance training(will be discuss on the next article)...but since EM(some of the performer) have class in the afternoon, so i decide to teman my this fussy roommate back to her home.

it's so difficult to get back to her house. first, i have to walk around 15-20 minutes to get to a bus stop, then take bus to arrive some place n wait for her cousin and mum to fetch us... haha.. that's my 1st time to see her family member since she already met my sis, bro-in-law, bro n my niece n nephew.. hehe..

so, the very 1st thing we do is to fill up our stomach 1st! that time is about 12.30pm. according to her mum, those stall who sell bak kut teh(4get to tell ya, siew yee home is klang, famous wif bak kut teh) usually sold out all nice pork and nice things.. if we go 2 eat now, sure left lousy stuff.. haha.. but still, after they keep criticizing lots of stall, eventually they decide go to a stall(i don;t know what name edi)..

her mum treat us eat. we ate bak kut teh kering style, normal bak kut teh. both style i ate b4, but dunno y found that theirs is more tasty! in compare to kajang one, i found that their bak kut teh actually hav more ingredient than soup! ours always has lots soup than ingredienr.. moreover, i found that their bak kut teh has lesser MSG, coz i dun feel very thirsty after eating it. and actually i feel very envy coz her mum told me they usually eat bak kut teh atleast twice a week!! Kering style bak kut teh

Normal style bak kut teh

yummy~~ then we go back to siew yee house and wait for his bro. the purpose we come back here is to took siew yee's car back to hostel coz her gang want to use it during MATB2. while waiting, siew yee's mum complaint about siew yee room.. haha.. what a mess.. really beh ta han... make me eye sore only.. i should hav expect her room will look like how since in our hostel also like that.. >.< style="text-align: center;">the fried chicken and yao yao bing(really delicious!)

evening, after jia hui back from class(around 4++) then siew yee say go to watch movie since we got car... haha.. then i say ok lo(though i quite worry will clash wif the dancing training).. then we decide watch the new release movie = Shinjuku Incident acted by Jackie Chan.

The most funny part is here!! haha.. while we get in d cinema, siew yee sit beside a ah pek.. 1stly, that ah pek complaint to siew yee about the hp light coz siew yee play hp. he said that the light reflect his eyes n bla bla bla.. after that, when the movie just start few minutes ago, this guy laugh sooooooo loud!!! and some part of the movie not funny, the guy still laugh very loud. d whole movie(around 2hours) fill wif tat ah pek sound and he aso like to talk 2 hisself.. wakakakakka... poor siew yee sit beside him.. haha...after came out, siew yee keep complaint liao.. wakaka...

Jia Hui, Siew Yee and me. Took it while eating at Oasis Midvalley

after that, siew yee clain that want to eat something better to make her happier.. at last we eat at oasis. she order her favourite food and i order thai foor(mango chicken chop rice).. quite delicious..

then, i get back to hostel and start to train my dance.. tiring yet funny day!

the next day morning, we 3 ppl(jia hui, siew yee and me)get up around 5.00am to go eat "curry wan tan mee". very famous in c park pasar pagi.. though very difficult to get up, but i think it's worth coz the mee is really super! poor me, about 8.30am hav 2 rush to matb2 preparation..

A St0rY ThAt I LoVe To ShArE

this article doesnt concerned with UM. It just a story that i found on the newspaper, and i think it's quite true. just want to share it with you all..

在这几年前，发生了一个故事。这个故事是这样子的：
K，向来很坚强，无论发生什么事，她都不会变得软弱。
有一天，他跑去和K说：“我们分手吧，不要在一起了。”当时她以为他开玩笑。但后来发现是真的。当时K不像一般女生哭闹着或苦苦哀求，反而坦然面对所发生的问题。
分手的当天，K想了一整晚也想不透他为什么会离开自己。于是，跑去他家问个明白。他却对她说：“我知道你是坚强的，就算我离开你，你也是一样可以快乐的生活。而她不是，她很脆弱，她需要我在身边。因为她比你更需要我。”
他口中的她，不但是第三者，也是个弱者。而这些话也很明显的告诉了K，即使他不在身边，K也可以活得好好的。
坚强的女人虽然得到尊敬，但过分坚强的女人却往往被伤害得最深。也许软弱一点会更好吧，因为纵观强弱女人的爱情战场，大多数是弱者成为最后胜利者，不是吗？

p/s: mayb u think this isn’t right, if u think it deeply, u might find out it’s a truth.don’t always think that the 1 who cry r more pity, in fact the most pity is the 1 who may not cry

APK Day!! - M.E. Corner

Our Banner

let me explain again..APK day is something about Hari Keusahawanan. For this semester, i took this subject, so we have to group up and open booth on that day(26-27 of March 2009) to earn some profit.some other group sell shirt, some sell EasyPhamax, some sell J.Co Donut(rm2 each only) , some sell Big Apple and alots.. all booth run by the students.

>>M.E. Corner<< - WITHOUT YOU, WITHOUT ME

That's our shop name and slogan. M.E. stand for Mechanical and Electrical engineering. we use this because our group member consist of 3 mechanical guys and 23 electrical kia.. haha..

On our very 1st day(26 March), we start our preparation at 4am. there's only 9 girls in our group and nine of them are our cousemate. we divide into two group for two shift. 1st shift start from 4am - 6am consist of Hui Ying(our main chef), sook lin, wan ting, li hong and me. second shift are yan hui, yan xian, shin yuan, yanny n hui ying..

the 4am morning shift gang(include photographer wan ting)

it's so difficult for us to wake up coz really tired.. our raw food bought from yesterday night n we keep it in some big pail with lots of ice in it. 4am, we start our preparation of food. sook lin cook egg, i cut the cucumber, n the rest hav their own task too.. though all of us feel sleepy, but we feel very fun!.. haha.. especially tat time we cook for ourselve for breakfast.. sooooo tastyyyyyyyy~~~~ keke.. n the most funny part is our Sausage.. lol.. while the sausage are being boiled, we keep chatting there, and suddenly hui ying shout"OMG.. c the HOT DOG!!".. n we all "wahhhhhhh" haha.. y is it so impressing, lol.. check out the photo..

haha.. tat's the sausage i meant!at 1st all inside the pot, suddenly all boost out!n so fat!

finally change shift.. so i get back room and start playing pet society coz usually d connection willl b much faster if on early morning. after tat sleep awhile and then 8am get down Dewan Makan eat breakfast again and start grab our stuff to KPS(abit far from my college, about 10 minutes walk).

when we are there, the guys half way done to set up our booth. then we gals start preparing our food. We sell 3 food. first is "KIMBOB SUSHI", 2nd is "GOLDEN BREAD", 3rd is" BUBBLE ICE"..we make kimbob suhi by ourself. we learn that from our seniors.the Kimbob Sushi is a korean style sushi.. golden bread are prepared by the 3 mechanical guys and my course rep and the bubble ice is from a pasar malam store(we share to profit).

Our Goldren Bread... yummy~~~

Our Kimbob Sushi.. hehe..

The Bubble Ice.. has few flavour.. It's our Hot Sale when the weather is hot

our price list

so, whole day staying there sell stuff. so tiring! some of us give out flyers, some cook, some publishing and some keep money.. we met alot difficulties such as short of current and raining time.. we use electrical stuff instead of gas to cook our stuff. when short of current, we quickly book a place inside the kps building(lots of ppl get their stuff n cook at there too).

Our Treasurer.. sook lin and qian youPart of the sushi master(from left, yan hui, yan xian, hui ying, sook lin, li hong wan ting) wan ting act cool again.. relly beh tahan her..haha..

we, who in charge wif food keep curi makan.. haha.. dunno is it too starve or wat, feel soooo tasty! our sushi might not able to compare wif sushi king, but still very nice. and the goldren bread soooooo crispy.. there are two flavour, 1 is sausage and another 1 is crab stick. yummy~~

while raining time, sook lin, li hong, wan ting, hui ying and me stay in kps building, so we dunno how mess is in our booth during raining time. wat i noe is we are sooo tired till we sleep in kps building.. the post we sleep is quite funny.. we sit on a row n all of us sleeping there.. haha..
about evening time, we pack our stuff after rain then we get back to hostel.

Cook inside KPS building

scene took while raining in the booth..all look exhausted..while raining, we stay in kps.. haha..haha.. sook lin tak tau pakaimyself sitting beside sook lin. we 5 ppl sit in a row sleeping.. this picture is took while sook lin n me wake up jor.. all so tired ler.. aih...ugly post.. wakaka.. gotcha!

for the second day, we dont hav to wake up tat early.. so,, we get there about 8.30am and start sell till 12pm. we didn't sell till evening because according to our treasurer, we already get back our initial and today all the income will b our profit. we actually dun really mind to profit coz we just want to complete this project.. haha.. so.. the 2nd day, actually many booth aso didnt open. me myself also keep sitting at 1 place n makan.. coz lazy work liao.. haha...

but i'm not totally didnt do anything, haha.. suddenly remember this.. the kimbob suhi ran out of egg, so li hong n me go n cook some egg.. funny... li hong start cook 1st, n it look nice. so i try.. lol.. my egg is soooo ugly!!!! yucks.. yet many ppl surround me to see they way i cook.. awful... soooo embarassing! haha... tat time feel so much 1 2 hide a side liao, coz dunno y suddenly many guys come n c i cook the egg.. eeeeeeeee.....

our 2nd day shirt, PKUM shirt. we dun hav 2 KPS building cook, juz go in front stall cause they didnt open booth..

finally we have done our projects.. YEAH!!!!!

our crew.. somebody not there :(

p/s: a BIG THANKS TO ALL who support our food that day.. thanks